Dear Deployment....

You Suck! Not just a little bit...but a whole LOT!

You suck!

Because of you:

I am so far away from my Heart!

I sleep and wake up alone! If I sleep at all!

My dog, Jake, looks at me so sad every day because I'm the backup!

I had to pull weeds yesterday & today - and I'm not a "yard" person. Not to mention that I had to cut the back yard and figure out how to trim the bushes in the front yard (which I didn't do yet).

I had lights coming on in the dashboard of the car and I had no fucking idea what to do! (I called my dial-a-husband)

I still eat cereal for dinner most nights

I detest Sunday! It's the longest and loneliest day of my week!

I drink more than I did before! Not  good thing!

I spend more time on the computer - mostly just waiting and watching for my husband!

I have no motivation. For anything. Ever. Ever.

I count hours, days, weeks, months...over  & over again.

You really suck!