Monday, December 31, 2012

3 Years - New Years Eve

Just as I wrote about it being three years since Mom passed away...today marks three years since Daddy followed her and died. The 56 hours between their deaths were some of the most painful moments I hope to never experience again.One thing I do know for sure is that it doesn't matter if death is sudden and unexpected or expected (we had it both ways)...it still hurts the same.

Each year since I tell myself that I will start the new year 'over' grief and I won't think about it anymore. Each year I fail within the first 24 hours. There will come a time when the sting is softened - I look forward to that time - but I am always grateful that I had two amazing parents, who loved each other so deeply, in which to miss and grieve for.

William Johnie Blocker was my Daddy - he was 69.

I miss them both...every single day.

Peace!

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