(Public Blogging) Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow

I haven't blogged for a while...a real, meaningful, sincere, emotional-releasing, blog. I have written many in my head and have definitely had a great deal word-worthy and blog-worthy things going on. So, why I have I not blogged them out? Honestly, the things in my life that I want to blog about - well, I can't. Or I don't. The words in my head..in my heart..are so wrapped among the vines of friends, family and others that I know who read my blog. Putting them into a blog, even if just to clear my thoughts, vent, cry and try to make sense of myself and situations, would be taken out of context, taken personally or create an air of frustration that its just easier to keep them to myself.

I started this blog as an outlet ~ it is has become the opposite after almost 4 years. I no longer feel comfortable using this blog to express myself or to say the words that fight to get released.My mind stays scrambled and I feel like I am going nuts with all that is in my noggin'! I don't have a friend/confidante other that my husband, that I can really talk to - so I wear out my husband - or keep it all to myself.

So, I have made a decision.

I am taking this blog private on Friday Nov. 15.

Peace.