Testy, Testy, 1,2,3...

I can feel myself getting 'testy'.

A LOT LATELY!

 I'm sleeping worse than usual...my mind is in a little overdrive about Thanksgiving (cooking, cleaning, being the first without Rich, the first without my parents)...the anxiety of the Holiday season clinches my chest.....People who fake sincerity get on my absolute last fucking nerve because they actually think I people buy it....I tend to cringe at hearing the voices of a few people at work ~ makes my head hurt and my nerves unravel (not the tone of their voices but the crap that comes out)....I'm sick of 'healthy eating' and the pounds not moving as much as the inches...it's exhausting to just humor people that have broken a bond and trust and act like everything is just fine when it really isn't and may not ever be again, but I'll play their game.....I hate the thought of getting in traffic - the people, the stupidity, the crowds (NO, I'm not doing Black Friday).... and I tend to feel myself losing patience with people who can't make a reasonable decision if their lives depended on it.

My tolerance level is getting lower by the minute!
Yep, testy, bitchy, down right frustrated.