Saturday, August 3, 2019

It Was Just A Dream

Do you remember back when one whole season of Dallas ended up being a dream?
No? Then I have just dated myself in a major way!

I find that I dream A LOT! And there are some dream I have many times over, and some that I can't seem to get out of even after waking up to go pee in the middle of the night. Nope, I close my eyes and I pick up where I left off. Oh, talk about peeing, because I brought it up, I find that sometimes I dream that I can't stop needing to Lee but not much comes out. Or that I can't find a bathroom.....all this means is that I really need to wake up and go pee!  (When I type the word "pee" it auto-corrects to "Lee" 😂

Back to dreaming...after 21 years of marriage I STILL dream my husband is having an affair, had one and just disclosed it, or that I've caught him with his hands in someone else's cookie jar! I hate those dreams...and then I wake up all pissed and wondering if there is any insecurity I am having. Last night I dreamed I caught him in a lie about an affair and he cried like a baby for forgiveness....then at confessing time he disclosed there had been three (2 women and a man). WTH....

Seriously...What-the-hell???? I told him, in the dream, he could pound sand and that everyone we have ever know would know the reason for our divorce.  No "irreconcilable differences" here, on no....full disclosure baby!!! I took pleasure in the humiliation.

Why? What do those dreams mean? Other than to serve as a reminder to my husband that I would make his life hell before, during and afterwards if he went there!

What happened to dreaming about flying and secret passageways in my grandmother's house that never existed in real life?

Peace, Love and Sweet Dreams only,
Renee

The Dark Days

I still have them...just without drinking through them. Sometime I wish I could, but it's not an option if I want to live. Peace