It's been 17 days since the deployment clock started, but the real beginning has begun. The thought of actual 'boots on the ground' scares the hell out of me. There's a destination of unknown for my husband and a journey of counting, praying, tears (lots of those), unknown, fear and breathing in & out for me. I'm not ready but there's no turning back. My husband goes in alone..more than a year...one man...no friends or battle buddies to have his back. The other 3 Soldiers in his team all go alone, each to their own destinations - same scenario. That's so fucked up in so many way! It saddens me to the deepest of my very core. A team of four brothers that have trained together, grown together, laughed together, cried together, and trust each other .... sent out to the winds. Who will have my husband's back? Who will have the other's backs? As I write those words I cry...I'm so sad and so scared.
I Love You, Babe - 10,000 Times!
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