It was 3 years ago today..this morning..that my beautiful mother died suddenly.
THREE YEARS. .
Martha Fransis Blocker was 67.
The memory of that horrible day is still so fresh in my mind and my heart. I don't want to remember but I relive it a thousand times a day. Like a broken record with film. Again. Again.
You would think that the rawness of the loss would fade after three years but it honestly hasn't. It could be because I loved her so very much - it could because her death was so sudden and unexpected - then again, it's because her death marked the beginning of the end of life as I knew it.
I am changed.
Forever changed.
Peace.
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