I haven't blogged since the 5th...I have not had the words, energy or drive to put into written word what is going on inside my head..my heart...
I am no longer comfortable confiding in those closest to me, other than Rich, to talk about what is really there...so I don't. I wear him out making him my best friend, my confidant, my everything. The burden is so heavy that I try to not talk to him very much... it is not fair to my husband. Without a close network of friends to talk to... Really talk to.. I tend to rely too much on Rich to help me through the rough times more than he signed up for.
Tomorrow I begin a journey into long awaited (and needed) counseling.
Peace
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