In 4 days we will arrive at the station. My husband will jump on and ride the deployment train to the other end of the World, where he will disembark for a year. As much as I have put on the face of the dutiful, strong, proud, and self-sustaining military spouse, the tears are finding their way through. My heart aches and my mind is having difficulty processing that I will wake up this weekend without my best friend laying next to me. The safety and security we have shared for the last 4 years has been so deceiving...as we knew....at some point....it would end.... and we would face this dragon yet again.
I admit that I am scared. My heart feels broken. My spirit is grieving. The voices in my soul is screaming....please, don't go. Don't leave me.
Peace.
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