As this deployment winds down the the end, with each passing day, I feel like my nerves are snapping like dry twigs. My patience is running thin and I am drawing in the disbelief that the end will eventually come. With the days droning on like the equivalent of waiting for water to boil, I get less and less enthused. The cold lonely nights alone are starting to piss me the hell off. In less than two months he will be home to warm his side of the bed....I get that... but today, tonight, and the rest of them until then...makes me a tad bitchy. I am tired of not having my husband.
We will never do this again.
Ever.
I'm over, done and don't even have a damn shirt to show for it. So far this has been the longest 9 months of my life!
I know the end is close. The marked off days on the calendar are proof. I will feel excited. I will feel happy. I feel loved.
But, not right this minute.
Nope.
Peace
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