Thursday, April 29, 2010

Broken Silence, Love & OpLove....

It all started Tuesday night.

If you've followed along the bouncing ball of my blog, you are aware that I lost my parents right after Christmas. It truley was, and remains to be, the most devasting thing my family & I have gone through. Whether they are just dreams or true "coming to" moments, Mom & Dad have 'come to' several of my family members; giving a word of peace, encouragement, comfort, love. When I found that Daddy had come to another member of my small family - I was hurt, frustrated, jealous. I threw up a "what the hell" open letter to my Mom & Dad; as I couldn't understand why I haven't even had not one dream about them in 4 months. It wasn't a hateful letter, but I pitched a major hissy fit to my parents - those that know me, know I can be the Queen of Hissy Fits! Trust me when I say, Mom & Dad probably knew it was coming at some point and probably looked down and just watched it unfold. I wasn't ashamed of my words in the least; as they were how I felt and were words I would've spoken to them in life. Whether or not you believe that those that have gone on really do come to you in your dreams, it gives a comfort to know that somewhere up there, you are still loved.

Well, my post received some air time on FB; which started a whole new ball of wax! So I deleted my post (I wish I hadn't), and retreated. I certainly don't mind a comment (I actually encourage it), but I was taken back that it was done openly in FB. Long story short - everything is fine now and my family member & I now have found a peaceful common ground to stand on. Thanks Dad!

Okay... moving on...

The call from my husband came at 1:30am this morning! It was sooooo amazing to hear his voice for those few minutes. He had arrived in Kuwait, awaiting the next phase in his journey. (And NO... OPSEC has not been violated here). We got to FB chat for a little while this morning after I got to work! I'm hoping we can chat a few more time today while he's in limbo.

Moving on... again!

I am so excited!!! I finally got the link to our OpLove phote session and I want to share!!!!

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So, all is right in my world right now!

Love, Peace & Happy Thursday!

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