Rich reported in to work this morning to take care of whatever, before leaving tomorrow for MOB. I'm sitting on the bed, still in my pj's and robe...looking like hell warmed over... I suddenly feel overwhelmed, sad, scared and lonely all at the same time. I REALLY want my Mom and Dad right now. I wish they were here... I wish I could hear them tell me it's going to be okay. I never in a million years thought I'd have to face tomorrow without them...the grief for them and for Rich leaving just feels SO MUCH right now.
I feel frozen...I know I should get up, do laundry, take a shower, take care of a few errands before Rich gets home today - but I really can't find the strength right now. The flood gates have opened and I'm just a crying mess.
That's all for now...,
It's 12:24pm now. I did get up and get a shower and 'around' ,, even threw in some laundry. Rich is on his way home. I'm still sad and empty... that's normal I hear. Pook and I have a lot of last minute details to work on and then we are heading to stay the night down town near the armory.
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