Wednesday & Loving You...

My husband and I keep a private blog...here is today's entry:

Title: Wednesday & Loving You.

My Love ~

It's Wednesday once again and I'm loving you more everyday. I won't lie..the separation is tough. It's only tough because I miss you being home and with me. There are times where I just barely make it through until bedtime - the complete loneliness makes each step difficult to make. Mostly, I am on auto-pilot and just go through the motions of life; trying to do it justice along the way. I am grateful that I get to talk to you at least once a day and exchange emails and messages often. I'm aware that so many spouses go for weeks without a word from their Soldiers; I'm one of the lucky ones but I don't take that for granted for one second. I'm honored to love you and have you love me back!

Jake is such as awesome dog! I was having a tough afternoon - grieving for my folks and for you. I sat in my closet for over 40 minutes crying (it's okay...it happens)...Jake came and licked me on the nose 3 times and snuggled up to me. He didn't stay long but long enough to "hug" me and let me know he's there.

Kelley & Beau are leaving on their adventure next Monday! I've tried to help them get everything ready to leave...they seem pretty well prepared. Other than giving them a little money, I'm not sure what else I can do.
It's an exciting time for them and I hope they are able to see a lot on their journey and find where their place is. I will miss Kelley terribly. She's been my source of strength this year - I'm not sure how much more "lost" I can get.

I miss you!!

I Love You, Soldier Boy!

P.S. One more thing... 10,000 Times!


Love, Peace & A Hug to all of You!