Friendly Relations

Since this is my blog and I use it to get the voices and words out of my head...I will!

I find myself in a 'friend' funk. I have a couple of friends..even close friends (female) that I have things in common with and can talk to about different things. I can talk to "Jane" about this part of my life, and "Mary" about that another part, then there's "Betty" that I feel comfortable sharing different things with. None of them get the whole picture of 'friendship" with me....only bits and pieces according to the situation. What I miss is the ONE friends I can share everything with (other than my very patient, very tolerate husband). A confidant who I can laugh and chat with over lunch in some funky bistro or on the front porch (if I had one) with a bottle of wine.

"Susie" has been my closest friend for a long time, then we started drifting apart a few years ago due to our various life demands. Now there is a awkwardness between us that I'm not sure how we can recover from.  It's no ones fault that our connection became frayed - work, kids, life, commitments - it just happened and here we are.

Wherever "here" is.

 It makes me sad..it really does.

Peace!