The Heaviness of Holidays

What's wrong?

I get this a lot lately.

I try - and want  - to be jolly and 'all in' to the Christmas season.

I really do.

It's just....

I miss them.

I miss them so much.

My heart still clinches in grief.

It's been four years now (soon).

You are bleesed...look at what you have been blessed with

I hear that a lot too.

I'm Blessed...I'm grateful.

I still grieve.

~ Peace