Nothing about Nothing...

This is how I feel! I have a blog and I love to blog...but lately I can't find the words to Blog about. Things happen randomly throughout my day and I think..."I should TOTALLY blog about that!" - or Rich and I have a moment of sheer entertainment and I snarkly say to him.."Don't make me Blog about this/that". And then, BAM - I can't remember any of it, or the potential content suddenly seems lame a few hours later.

Sometimes I write about how I'm feeling...but is that really interesting? I could say a thousand times a day how lost, hardened and utterly deeply I feel about not having my parents alive - but that's every day..and some days its more intense than others - so it's nothing new, and frankly - I know I need to start moving past it (and I'm REALLY trying). - it's probably boring to others.

 I could write about the stupidity of my job and how it pains me to actually feel dumbed down, professionally underutilized, and how my professional self-esteem has been drained by the monotiny..but the flip side is that I have a well paying job amid a declining economy; so I'm lucky to have a boring job to go to.

I could blog about my fabulous kids and grandkids..but I really am not all that comfortable pulling them into my blog since they haven't asked to be 'exposed'.

I could write about my tummy tuck recovery - haven't I done that and thrown in a few pictures? OH, BTW...I'm going today to have a Lymphatic Drainage massage that I HOPE will give me some relief of some intense pain and swelling!!!!

I could write about my awesome, amazing and studly husband - but the kids would spend the day retching over the toilet and his co-workers would never let him hear the end of it!

And sometimes I fill that there are just no words in my head.....nothing...hollow...crickets chirping emptiness. Then I find myself thinking - why the fuck am I NOT thinking a damn thing? Is that normal? To not be thinking about ANYTHING??

See what I mean??? Too much but not enough to write about. So I'm stuck with Blog Writer's Block and I'm not sure how to get over the hump.

Peace!