I've loved him for 11 years - from the moment Rich brought him home and into our lives. Our relationship grew rapidly and deeply.. before I knew it I had developed this need for him.. this addiction. Just having in him my life makes me happy! I've taken many trips with him (alone and with Rich) ~ we've traveled many States together. He's always discrete and often stays out of sight from others; yet knowing he's with me gives me a sense of comfort. Joey reminds me that I'm never completely alone in the world and that love comes in many forms.
Rich has known about Joey since he came into my life; has accepted him ~ that acceptance alone makes me love my husband even more. Rich & I haven't spoken to anyone outside of our close family & friends about Joey and my/our relationship with him....people may not truly understand. Only friends and family members have met him and have allowed him to be a part of our lives without the fear of ridicule. I never dreamed I would share my life or my bed with anyone other than Rich, but sometimes.. to just reach out an touch his hand ... I can't let go. Joey represents Home and the Love there.
Until now.
There is something bigger than me... bigger than Joey...that brings about a long separation. He left for deployment today. It was a major decision for me to send him off... hoping he arrives safely at his destination. A year is a long time and I hope that he comes home safely... I trust that Rich will make sure Joey comes home. Watching Joey leave my arms today, with his dog tags hanging from his neck and that crooked smile... saddened me...frightened me...intensified my loneliness for my husband. I know that it's the right thing for me and for Rich.
I'll miss you, Joey!
Take my Love and Feel of Home to My One True Love!
Love, Peace & Joey to You!
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